Still Delirious....

I think I still am not in the mood to talk too much here... I am still trying to figure out what the problem is with my self... These thoughts I have are but another dilemma I am facing....

I Really Should Think of Better Things...

Life maybe giving me another trials on the part of thinking a lot... But I guess I really should just try to focus on what is really important to me...

Im Now Out of Work... OJT Work That Is....

Whew... I am unofficially done with my hours with my OJT... I just need to get some things that I need from my workstation to pass them to my adviser at school...

I am quite excited going back to school without worrying of being on a job in the morning, making my daily routine so boring... And in this point, when I am not gonna worry about my OJT anymore... I can focus more on my other subjects in school cause since I have been working on my OJT, I was quite not that getting the habit of reading my notes earlier before any exams... I tend to cram so hard that I think my prelims grade will not be that good to see... Oh well... I can still do better for the next terms... I can try do do better I guess... I can also focus on trying to get back my guitar-playing skills to a better situation... I mean, I can try to learn more than just the usual riffs that I play... But its gonna be hard if I am gonna get myself better...

But I guess It's one thing that I can do to forget some things too... I can't really say what they are... But whenever these thoughts come up... I really need something to do to keep myself sane....

Absatively(?) A New Year Flipness....

“When you can't remember why

you're hurt, that's when you're

healed.”

I'm a flip... A real one that is... And this year that came might give me more things that will keep my flipness in tune...


First up is how I celebrated my New Year with my family... It was solemnly... simple... We had a simple dinner which only means another simple celebration almost every New Year... Well at least we were together celebrating...

Next is my dilemma over my expectations about this year... And I can only conclude that I really have a bad habit of having great expectations... The end of the past year was not that quite good for me... I just made another stupid expectation due to my wishful thinking... Now I have to find a way to forget about it... Though I had the experience almost the same a very long time ago... As expected of me, I was a stupid as ever... Now what I am trying to do is find a way on how to forget the past, try to get over it and move forward and try to be happy...

And that I guess... Is the hardest thing that I can do right now....