Friday, December 28, 2007
Just Like What Richard Mayhew Thought....
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
Its Better Getting a Backache than a Heartache....
It is just like every muscle is pulling each other making the feeling really ugly...
As I was having my OJT in a car dealing business somewhere near a mall for socialites... I was getting very uneasy at my work on my workstation since there was a pain in my lower back like it was tearing my muscles apart... I tried to stand up and walk around a little so that it could go away. Well it did go away... For about some minutes or so... It was every time I was sitting and working on the computer that I get that feeling... And as I went home I thought I could loose this feeling... But to my lousy expectations... It was still there and still bugging me at this moment...
Why did I care to tell this? Because as I was traveling home... I had some weird thoughts (again) about somethings... I tried to compare it with what my heart feels right now... I think that its really better feeling this way than to feel something bad about love... Why? It's because with my physical pain, It can go anytime and there is an easy remedy... trying to rest is one thing because it may be just from the stress I had while trying to work... But with my situation about love...
I think I need a LOT of things to before I recover from it... And of course because my situation is kinda complicated... or so I think... But anywhos... I had another thought... and with a help from a quote I found on the internet... Maybe this pain from being busy is better to feel than what I feel about feeling something for someone whatsoever... I can keep me sane for a while... maybe...
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
I Guess I Just Need an Outlet Again...
I opened my blog again... Why? I guess I just need something to be an outlet for my weird thoughts piling up in my head... I just want to put things in here to so that I can read something online... And so that I won't go crazy over silly things up in my mind...
As of now the only thing that I can say is that I am still living the same old same old way... Living with my weird principles in life where almost all people will think of it as stupid.. But I have been trying to defend my whole self by trying to tell myself... "Maybe I am still alive here in this world because I have been living with this thoughts... There's no problem with that I guess... I should not try to mind what other people say.... I can take their advice or more or less criticism to my advantage... I should try to analyze if those advice will be really good because its so stupid if you just obey what they say instantly... But even though... They are trying to help me...." Err... Well I guess that is what my mind is telling me...
Right now... these are the only thoughts running on my mind...
Maybe I can put something better here for anybody to be reading... Or until I tell something shocking to my friends like having a love life and so on and so forth and all that things...
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”
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